man i'm soooo tired... i'm thinking it might be my lack of carbs that are making me crash like crazy. its like i need a cheat day to jump start my diet again. more than likely not gonna do the cheat day. but i keep thinking about it. its probably all the stress that i'm going through.
i'm still at 141 today, yesturday the scale read 138...hmmmm.... this diet really can screw with your head! we'll see what tomorrow will bring. i'm gonna be excited to get under 140. maN!!! think where i have come from...233 after i had chloe on 8-18-09. i'm shocked! i get quick glances in mirrors and think to myself...and sometimes at nick....wow i really do look amazing! BRING ON THE SUMMER BIOTCHES!!! i'm ready to take the girls swimming in a bathing suit (although i need a tan desperatly and some toning done) but i look better than i have in YEARS (almost a decade).
got some big changes in my life that is coming up. can't discuss them till they are finalized but big changes.....VERY BIG
:D almost 100lbs that must feel great! Go spring! Looking forward to Crazy Erics in July!
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