come on fucking really!!!! seriously!!!! 3rd week in a fucking row at 141!!! i really hope i have a change by next thursday. otherwise i'm phasing off having my cheat day and starting again. also i've been on my period for just as long almost. its getting old. FAST!! hopefully phasing off and starting again gives me the boost i need to lose the last 20lbs. i'm so beyond frustrated right now.
not to mention i got NO sleep last night. nick comes home at like 2am and he has the tv in the room sooo loud that it wakes me up then natalie crawls in WIDE AWAKE at like 3am. then the power goes out at like 330 i finally doze of at like 4am and then the power comes back on and with everything beeping it wakes me up! supposed to be a beautiful day out and all i want to do is sleep! and mope about not losing weight. but whatever.
we'll see what next week brings about. please god let it be a weight loss week not a stand still!!! i haven't cheeted and i've been very very good. i dont see why i'm being punished :( not sure what to really do right now though. being at a stand still isnt fun anymore. i can do a week of no loss thats fine but three weeks. and just about as long on my period. arg!!! and i know they are linked. that its proven that you have less weight loss on your period weeks. but come on cut me some slack mother nature and BACK OFFF!!!!!
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